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week 5

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entry 1: music is life as a flutist i love the way music makes me feel, i dont think it could be explained with only words but I'll do my best first thing u should know is that, dedicacion means love, u need to love ur instrument and so take care of it and play it as it deserve to be played. many people shall know that every art has its own risks, we can suffer from our ears, tendons, lose our equilibrium, but is part of what we do. just love what u do, and make it with love entry 2: hate translating a week ago i was thinking on translating my book as a challenge for me, but when i was at the middle of the first page i realized that i hate translating, i men, i horrible changing all of my imaginated things turned into something weird, so i decided to summary what was left of that chapter. i think probably next week if i'm not as stressed as i'm today i would write the second chapter of it, but for know i'm just worried about history presentation a...

week 4

entry 1 bassically no one (chapter 1) looking to the void over the sky I asked to myself, what have happened on my life, all i can see are broken memories, things that i cannot say it were true, I cannot even remember who am I, only remembering how weak I'm now and forgetting the assassin i used to be long time ago, everything have changed until the last fight, since I saw his face for the last time. take a second to look around me, no one seems familiar for me, only some humans... "humans", very funny and absurd term, animals with a "superior intellect", full of doubts, basic weaknesses, emotions and empty feelings, only darkness within them, and a fake knowledge about everything , they do not represent any danger for me, I wear my hood over my face, then i blink, now I'm on a little room, seems to be my home, it feels lonely, without life, without energy only my echoe reflecting on the walls like wails every single second. the only thing i know ab...

week 3

entry 1 one of the biggest lies is: " No matter how bad your past is, keep on living, because you will become something even greater, and the world will need you someday. Keep living, no matter how great the challenges" the true is that y ou either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain entry 2 This will end now, it has always been me, I cannot bow, this is how it will be. 'Heartless' you say, and that so true, you are just prey, to my predatory view. Defeat is one-sided, you never had a chance, this is what I decided. can I have this last dance?

week 2

entry one at the top of a tree, an assassin look at both sides killing each other, he doesn't care about them, the only thing that matters to him is to accomplish his task, his only reason to live is to kill, he moves furtively through both enemy lines, his only armor is his hood and cape, no bullet can hit him, no one can sense his presence, he is so hollow, so quiet, so exact, finally reaches his target and take his soul out ot his body by a swiftly and clean cut to the throat. Now he is not there anymore, no one understand what happened, no one cares, no one does cause anyone did survive the carnage entry two the sage which see everything, the man who learn about all living and unliving,¿how many lifes did he spend to reach that wisdom?, he lost interest for live, he is just interested on learning about existence, at the other side he sees the assassin, but is just a mirror, but is not alone, his eternal companions, the draco and the hero. monsters like him. they just...

inhuman

inhuman what human means? as far as i know an inhuman is someone as cruel as it can so it just left me thinking that human is just a behavior, not our especie itself so, can someone with my thoughts be considered as one of them? is really annoying  to think about myselft as part of the scum of this world, but in fact i am

fear

anxiety is getting over me there's no pain nor hope life wasnt my choice, but death could actually be it can be my choice if i don't let reallity to take me first. like a way without visible end, i dont wanna go alone would you like to come with me?